So I've been struggling on & off with digital, and airbrushing in adobe is one of my biggest struggles. if anyone does airbrushing they know how time consuming it can be and frustrating. If anything her hair bothers me, and I focused too much on her eye because I believe the eyes are the windows to the soul, I needed her desire to come thru, and wanted her to look dreamy, you know...thinking about boys or something like that. There were days this looked like crap to me and i did try to make more of a background at first but it blew up in my face so I just blacked it all out, and today I love it. My inspiration is life, the people I meet and interact with, my emotions and music.

Ultimately the feeling behind this piece is simple: I want to love. I swear i'm catching the "Love bug" I'm nearly obsessed with someone, I want them so much and I'm not sure if it's just lust, i'm not extremely lonely, i'm most of the time content doin my own little thing so it isn't lonliness... is there a lust bug??? This person makes my legs shake, i literally get weak in the knees sometimes when they've never even physically touched me, this has never happened to me before, what do I call this feeling, maybe I don't care, I just embrace it and enjoy it...desperately want more of it.